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Caroline Paulzen
fter a career of 30 years as Trainer in Australia and the about ‘Eradicating Bullying’,
Aa nurse, Caroline Paulzen Matrix Reimprinting Trainer where Matrix Reimprinting and
is now pursuing her passion of Trainers for the Asia Pacific EFT is at the core as a strategy
of personal empowerment Area. Caroline is currently to achieve this. She also
and healing of others.. She introducing EFT into schools presents workshops on Personal
is a Matrix Reimprinting and and the corporate sector, and is Empowerment.
EFT (AAMET) Practitioner and working on a documentary film
Adam’s Story
dam’s severe accident Some guys in class with low ‘I am awkward’ – not
as a teenager lead him emotional awareness would say comfortable speaking in medium
Ato feel isolated from the “Oh Yuck, that’s disgusting... size social groups and often
world. Matrix Reimprinting has what’s wrong with you?!” I had embarrass myself. Very aware
helped him feel more connected no respect for them so didn’t of when people are watching
with the world and himself. mind what they said, but it me/judging.
This is Adam’s story: was a huge shock to know that ‘I can’t be spontaneous’ (as I
When I was 16 I was rushed everyone in school knew my was mucking around when the
into hospital, squirming in pain secret, and this lead to fears of accident occurred)
following a very strange accident. ‘being exposed’ and not trusting
the people around me. ‘I can’t make any mistakes, or my
I spent the first few days in a The embarrassment and shame world will collapse’.
haze of morphine and the effects was so strong that for years I Now for the
of anaesthesia. Because of this would react badly the instant the positive!!!!!!
I had no opportunity to process accident was mentioned to the I have had a number of Matrix
the initial shock of waking up few people outside my circle of Reimprinting sessions where
in hospital with my stomach trust. I was able to address the
cut open. I felt angry that the following memories by using
doctors didn’t explain what had Then came the prospect of tapping to release the negative
been done and the potential returning to hospital for the emotions at each stage, and then
ramifications. I felt very fearful reversal operation, knowing was able to change the negative
of not being able to survive; my exactly how much pain and beliefs I had formed at the time:
belief was ‘I am very damaged pathetic indignity was looming.
for life’. I also experienced I had already come out of the I was able to process the shock
shock from loved ones being so first one like a skeleton from of waking up after the operation,
alarmed at the sight of me. not eating solid food for 7 seeing my stomach wounds and
I can’t consciously remember days. Interestingly I was not a colostomy.
it, but according to my family, particularly concerned about this The night before the morning
my girlfriend broke up with me at the time. I must have been operation, I was drugged up so I
when I was in hospital. Feelings in too much of a survival state. had no idea what had happened.
of anger came up in the Matrix Matrix Reimprinting allowed a This is why it was such a shock to
Reimprinting session around chance to feel and resolve these wake up and see my stomach!
that, which were resolved. fears that had stayed with me for
many years. After the Matrix Reimprinting
Isolation: Beliefs formed session my energy levels
I spent two months with the as a result of my skyrocketed and I spent the
colostomy bag at school, which experience: next 10 days doing anything
was downright horrible. Neither and everything I could like a
the bag nor the accident itself ‘I’m damaged’, from spending madman.
was discussed openly except with ten days in hospital with my
stomach split open and sewn As I have CFS (Chronic Fatigue
a few friends. It would fart noisily back again. I felt like a car after Syndrome) this was unusual for
in class and smelled so bad that a crash that should be ‘written me.
no one could imagine it came off’. My reading improved and I
from a human.
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http://youtu.be/9Wq4HLLAHR0
began to use weaker glasses; now I need no glasses ‘have a nice day’ I can tell they mean it. I was not
at all and read without strain. (I realise now I had consciously acting or saying anything differently,
not wanted to see my damaged stomach). and the first few times I looked behind me to see
I resolved the trauma of the accident; arriving in what celebrity/AFL champion was standing behind
emergency, not being assessed as a priority and me! Of course this has only happened on a few
being examined (fear of major irreversible damage, occasions, but I don’t remember it happening like
even considering possibility of death). that beforehand (even when I was fit and strong).
I reimprinted the operation so that it went as In regard to healing other areas of my life, I still
smoothly as possible with minimal scarring. I also consider myself a ‘work in progress’, but in general
reimprinted the surgeon explaining what had I feel more alive and connected to the world.
happened and that it would eventually heal with Matrix Reimprinting allowed me to visit my worst
no significant lasting effects. memories with dignity in a safe and controlled
environment.
After the Matrix Reimprinting session I felt light Instead of having to push through confoundingly
pains along the ‘suture’ (cut) line, which I never do difficult times, things are becoming effortless.
normally – signs now of healing taking place about
6 years after the operation!!! Initially I really struggled using basic EFT. I would
Within two weeks my stomach flattened out. usually feel numb and tired within a few minutes.
Before I had a layer of fat covering/protecting the Using EFT in conjunction with Matrix Reimprinting
area when the rest of me was skinny. helped discharge many freeze responses and led to
the reconnection with my spiritual self.
I reimprinted my time at school. I got a good EFT/Matrix Reimprinting has been very effective
mate to gather up my friends and explain to them at accessing my pre-conscious memories and
what had happened. I pictured my ex-girlfriend releasing freeze responses there.
as a friend and an angel who gave me support
(removed isolation). By clearing so many survival states, I must feel safe
to be fully present in the world and hence don’t
I imagined that the accident was just a crazy feel as numb. Basic EFT is effective now.
dream, and all my friends rolling with laughter
when I told them about it. Note from Adams Matrix Reimprinting Practitioner:
Through the Matrix Reimprinting sessions we
After that I even reimprinted again so that I didn’t discovered that Adam’s experience and feelings
have to trudge around school with the colostomy of isolation started just after he was born,
and gave myself permission to take more time at prematurely, when he was placed in a humidicrib
home to recover. Usually I would just try and push and tube fed for 12 hours.
through times when I was unwell.
With Matrix Reimprinting we were also able to
Law of attraction – It seems that strangers perceive take Adam back to that time also so that his ‘baby’
me differently after the Matrix Reimprinting self was united with his mum straight after birth,
sessions; girls at the counter of my local pool and reverse the belief of ‘I am wrong,’ which he
smile at me with their eyes, and when they say formed at that time.
Post
Script
by
Adam:
My
experience
in
hospital
has
been
written
from
my
perspective
at
that
time.
I
would
like
to
make
it
clear
that
the
hospital
followed
all
procedures
and
did
a
fantastic
job
repairing
my
body
with
no
complications.
As
I
was
only
16
years
old
at
the
time
and
a
legal
minor,
the
staff
informed
my
parents
about
the
procedures
I
would
undertake.
I
would
like
to
thank
my
surgeon
for
doing
such
a
great
job,
the
nursing
staff
for
supporting
me
through
some
fairly
undignified
moments
and
my
physiotherapist
for
helping
me
get
out
of
bed
and
walking
again.
We
are
incredibly
lucky
in
Australia
to
have
access
to
this
level
of
care.
For
more
information,
please
visit
choosetochange.com.au
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